Wednesday, April 23, 2008

Lonely

I talked to DH yesterday about wanting to get pregnant again soon... he is pretty set on waiting. I've been thinking a lot about it and maybe I'm not anxious to have a baby for the right reasons. I wonder how much of my desire to start a family is my own loneliness. My entire family is at least 18 hours away and I really don't have any close friends here yet. DH is it. My BIL & SIL are out here, but that's a little different. They are significantly older and pretty busy with their own lives. I'm just bored with my life. I'm ready to move on. I want to not be lonely anymore.

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